1 - KEEP FRIENDS CLOSE AND ENEMIES GUESSING

Ok. This is my first blog and blog post so I'm not familiar on how and what people write in blogs since we usually write our journals/reflections on paper or on twitter in my previous school and I don't really do things like these. I'm not fond of sharing things about myself.

"Keep your friends close and enemies guessing." A quote from a game that I always play called League of Legends (LoL). I can relate to that because I am always competitive with other people. I always want to be better than them. I might look shy and friendly on the outside but in the inside, I am thinking a lot of ways on how to be better than you. I see everything as a game that I should always win.

If I'm with my friends, competition still exists but I don't really make it an issue since we help each other out in so many different ways. Hence the quote "Keep friends close and enemies guessing". Besides, if you make competition an issue with your friends, most likely you will lose all your friends and you will be left alone. It is scary to be alone. I have experienced it already and I don't want that to happen ever again to me. I feel like people around me are judging me everywhere I go when I'm alone.

This is how I see others and myself now but I still have a long way to go so I guess my perspective with others might change. I still have a lot of time to discover myself even further than just being competitive.

Well, this is probably the first time I ever shared a big part of myself :). Haha. I don't know. I feel awkward as I type this blog post right now.